This is a unique and complex autobiography. It is a true story illuminating the connections between God, women deemed Saints and issues related to medical health. Every Saint has a flower or picture that has meaning for her and is positioned precisely in the book for a reason. I am writing from the perspective that alienates stigma and of a meaningful, optimistic and encouraging life journey. It began as a monster and as I wrote, it became my healer. I ask the reader to share in my personal growth towards the recognition and discovery of God and wake up to the possibility of prayer and God in your own life. Take the opportunity to Journal. Write your own cure.