Unbeknownst to everyone I have ever come across; I have been living a double life. My public persona has been the "normal" person everyone sees and most like to be around. The guy, who teaches high school math, was a baseball star in college and has been a songwriter for the last thirty years. Yet in private, behind the mask I've so meticulously molded, I've been living with a deep and sometimes paralyzing fear. That fear is.... I'm afraid to die.... ....This book is about my journey into that world and my efforts to face that fear, a fear that I believe hides deep within the silent recesses of everyone's soul, and to see if there's a way out....