A stirring from within, I thought at first. An echo from times gone by when I thought I wanted out of this life. After the occurrence in California and the stunning climax, I thought it was all over. During my lifetime I have suffered from many of the everyday garden-variety disorders, but when it came to visit my home, when it knocked on my door, I was unsure as to what to do first. Do I run with it? Do I send it away? Can I live with this within me without it coming out? What was I to do? I'm Jackson Stafford.